Turned

I turned to a Christian friend I used to know. I needed a job. He told me that I was too under qualified to work for him even though I had the papers. I thought about how he and the people we used to hang with always said that Christians should always go above and beyond to help others. I was temporarily confused. Then I realized that only one person I knew ever practiced that philosophy. The rest just went to the maximum convenience level. And they judged me for walking away from that mentality. I’m not sure where this is going but I needed to get that out.

And I used to be such a positive person. Crap.